Dostana

i believe that Friends just happen in life at least for me...u dnt have 2 try for that..

childhood was fun, playing in the galli's in the sand,dust with few others till evenings, fighting for silly stuff, making gangs, cooking up horror stories, picnic under the tent on the terrace, having my name on the top list on the board of making noise in the classroom.... it went on and on... then it was my early teenage ...silence took over . and my name started appearing in the list of ranker's !!! what a change... i was more serious than ever ,this was because of my PT thanks to him, passion, killing spirit developed in me as i was nurturing the game of Basky . playing as a team we were gud on the field but outside it was hi bye type...

as Tenth grade was nearing i concentrated only on studies and games, unaware of anything that was going in my class... i hardly had spoken 2 any of the guys for years... except for 2 or 3 !!!

Tenth over and i see i had few actually only one friend to count on ...
It was inter , and the funnier side of me was more visible, playing pranks on my classmates, making them laugh... had lots of fun....
and coming out of that period i again had only One best friend...
(Friend - i have many hi bye how do u do...but someone whom u can reside on r very few..so i m talking in this context)

it was Engg...
i think the most imp phase began... i was more casual, had lots of fun in the class, made lots of funniest things in the final year... more than that made the best of friends....

looking back i cherish so many moments which make me smile in my crisis today..
well i made so many , but i realised friends are better when they are around, when u r in the same place, doing the same thing... when u depart they distance too... once in a while phone call, a mail or a message... and slowly it resides too... and when i feel the need of my friends i can count two or three who really care to speak to me, at times i feel so lonely and there is no one to lift my spirits up... yeah there are 1 or 2, Masters has really taught me a gud lesson, i felt friends i made were for a life time, who were very special to me and felt the same from them. but with time things changed, priorities too.. it so happens that u expect and the unexpected happens....
looking back "Autograph" ha ha ha sweet memories

GOD तुस्सी Great हो

The first turning point in life was in my sixth grade ...when my beloved coach' coached me my most passionate sport ever.. which really brought out my personality which otherwise was alien to me. It induced the fighting spirit' , the go getting attitude . These were the wonderful ..unforgettable years ...which i treasure the most..

By then GOD to me was a judge , a punishing teacher ..someone who would see me all the time and knows what i m doing...so when ever i do anything wrong...i would fear GOD...and would say GOD gimme one more chance..this time i will not do it...

...Going to temple , pujas...rituals..and fasting...rules(dnt break them)...& i wondered GOD was in some age on earth...why not now...how would it b to see GOD and talk 2 him like at the time of Shri Krishna...wondered how the people felt seeing GOD. I loved to go to all religious places believing that everywhere HE is same....

My GOD was then a fearing GOD.

i never loved GOD...coz for me he was a BOSS ..i had due respect to him but there was no BOND...

as always..................a day came in my life when i couldn't escape from suffering ...there was no way out and sought sharanagati' the divine hand entered my life...or i would say i could SEE the divine hand in everything ..... & today ...i experienced GOD.. i love GOD.....i have made an everlasting bond with the divine....

THE GREATEST TURNING POINT STARTED OFF............

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do u believe them

” my 1^st question when I saw them on a Friend’s desktop PC.

Going through very tough period of life, intense suffering,extreme discomfort,lonely on a hospital bed in an alien land. The day came” no chance she will live for atmost a week , take her back 2 India”. Few came and gave me deeksha', my sister coincidentally a devotee prayed with the “sri murthy” all over me. Slowly acceptance started happening to me naturally, the pain started 2 cease. The body was suffering but I felt happy deep inside. . August '07 came and was taking 2 pain killers a day to breathe. One day the pain was so severe, extreme since all the operations were around the brain and my facial bones, Subconsciously I prayed all night- let me free of this pain “amma”.I felt a supporting dense hand on my shoulder to stomach that night..i was in trans sleep i tried to open my eyes to see what it was is it really that amma' came to my rescue…but i coudnt so that and went to sleep (i did not sleep for months).After that night ... till date i haven't took atleast ONE pain killer.

Around in March had a check up and the doctors asked

do u have pain?...NO i said

any breathing problem ... NO ...

any blockage in sinuses or any pain in ur brain...NO

great u recovered miraculously.. u came walking ..u were in a wheel chair the last time we saw u....u had a deadly infection ...a fatal infection...and now its just a simple sinusitis...we r surprised......

I went for personal darshans with not much belief...later in the month of jan this year realizations-- reasons behind my suffering started happening. I experienced god, felt him inside….a change occurred...a shift in my energy levels in brain....(Neuro biological explanation)...insecurity,fear faded....the charges(as they call) were undercover till date....the veil was unleashed...........

What am I? i started a journey inwards ..the antargatha prayanam' happened

And yet another miracle to their archive “shri amma bhagwan “

How could god come down as an avatar? Only experience can provide an answer. Their teachings and miracles have logical explanations. I could co-relate them 2 my experiences. They speak science. My own joyful experience such love and bliss. Such an insight into sufferings and humanity , supreme intelligence. I feel blessed and my life’s more beautiful and merrier than before. And formed quite strong bond with GOD, a feeling of oneness

and finally a year after my entry into the dharma...i m Mahadeeksha today..... i cherish this ..my biggest gift ...

There is still so much to learn.....my parents think i m sitting idle...my years r wasted....but i know the greatest and most important knowledge needed in life..i m learning it now........my situation is improving...something which medical science couldn't explain....

Science and Spirituality are two sides of the same coin.

My half face is paralysed...my one eye sight blurred...my facial bones destructed one side...i still feel blessed and loved...... i feel and enjoy the unconditionally happy state....there is bliss around....and FAITH and HOPE that if i am to get healed then definitely i will be.......................and the TRUTH that...

Everything happens for my GOOD...........no matter what it is.....until i learn what i am supposed to ...until the divine agreement is fulfilled............

courtesy: oneness

"the title"

" life is not known by the number of breaths we take
but by the moments that take our breath away "

Richie Rich' points not to the class i belong to, or the bank accounts i own it is my perspective towards life. The experiences that i m blessed with ,the breath taking moments that i faced, the decisions that seemed tough , the divine intervention ..-that transformed ME-->all put together .....
life is an experience... and i m blessed with such rich experiences that did not earn monetary gains but have certainly raised my conscious level which has led the way to TRUTH & ultimately paved way to GOD.

Truth to u is no Truth if it doesnt relate to u .

by 'TRUTH ' i didn't mean the ultimate truth of life..but the truth that i have discovered in me ... the antaryamin'...challenges thrown at me have initiated the process of uniting with GOD...
if u r facing such...remember u r being called by GOD ..he is bringing u close to him
.........................................................i m so lucky i m one of them